My dearest Lori,
It is our anniversary today.
It would (is) have been 10 years and I know we would have been together having so much fun doing anything we wanted.
I miss you,I have no words to express how much,only my tears and memories. And wedding hands.
Always the wedding hands.
In this past year as I try to slowly adjust (and no,time has not "healed" anything) to the weight of not having you here,I am dwelling on what I do have in regards of I was blessed with you for 15 years.
We made a great couple,you and I. Still do in my eyes. My love for you burns as brightly today as it always has and it will always be that way until God allows us to be reunited again. I live for that day,its my sole drive in life. But I know our journey here still has to go on.
I am trying to make you proud by helping others,of always remembering that kindness matters more then ever. That your sweet gentle spirit will always live through me and I need to keep my heart tender,to keep it as one as we vowed to do 10 years ago.
I know I am a flawed man,with many mistakes and imperfections in my life. I think God he allowed me at least one moment of perfection when he joined us together.
I love you very much,Cat. I love you now,tomorrow,forever and beyond (+1)
Happy anniversary my love.
Your loving husband,